I don’t know what I want
I ask for you to visit me in my dreams, but when you do and I wake up, it’s like you died all over again and it hurts just as much. I am so incredibly happy when you visit me.
Last night, you came and surprised me. We took a walk, I showed you off to everyone saying, “see? I told you he wasn’t dead, he’s mine forever now.” but the minute I woke up, I was crushed.
I only want to be with you.
I love you