yes, I felt it you'll never understand
It’s been over 2 months

And I still get a shortness of breath,
A feeling as if my heart is being squeezed, and my throat is closing.
I still cry myself to sleep all the time.
I try to be strong, I try to be happy.
The saying “I can be in a room full of people and still feel alone” now pertains to me.

I haven’t felt this alone, this empty my whole life.
I just want what we used to have back.
I love you