yes, I felt it you'll never understand
I am as smitten as 5 kittens.

She makes me so happy.
I don’t have to pretend to be someone I’m not when I’m with her and I certainly don’t feel uncomfortable when I’m with her.
I love laying in bed with her, tracing my hands on her soft skin & giving her goodnight kisses.
I’m in love with the fact that she snuggles with me, something no one else ever did with me before.
Though all the bullshit in my life is weighing me down, she lifts me up. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world when I’m with her. How can anything seem so bad in life when you have the person you’ve always wanted simply just holding your hand?

I’m also trying so hard not to have this mindset of “She doesn’t really like me.” or “If she REALLY wanted to be with me, we’d be together by now.”
It’s thinking like this that ends with me single.

I DON’T want to ruin this. I want her, and only her. I only hope that I make her 1/100 as happy as she makes me.
I’ve missed these sappy butterflies not just in my tummy, but my whole body.


Oh & Good night/morning texts are something I sure missed.

  1. karahhhrae posted this