It's a funny feeling
Every new season, every new change with nature and with the world, I feel the need to change. I change in sync with the rest of the world. The nights are getting darker, the breeze is getting colder, and the Christmas fever is kicking in gear. I like the saying ‘out with the old, in with the new.’ I know it’s not just me, but when a new season comes around you want to get rid of the past season and change with the new season. I’m looking forward to this Month, so much change.
I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break. Even now, when people lean down to touch me, or hug me, or put a hand on my shoulder, I hold my breath. I turn my face. I want to cry.
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Rogue Wave - Eyes
Over pushing myself to finish this part,
I can handle a lot,
But one thing I'm missing is in your eyes.
There are words inside my bedroom
scribbled all across the wall
saying something bout the way that
you won’t talk to us at all
and i don’t believe your protest
that you swear you didn’t know
how to even change a diaper
or to teach me how to throw
please don’t go
please don’t go
there were words you told my brother
how you never had the choice
to decide if you would father
two rambunctious little boys
please don’t go
please don’t go
now we’re stuck in this together
and i don’t think i can run
from the ties that you have started
from the sins that we’ve become
